Wednesday, December 22, 2004
damn bored.
i think i going to blog everyday. cause i'm too bored.
christmas is like in 3 days away and i'm still thinking what to get for her.
worked yesterday and i'm still tired.
then stay back with lisa, khai, jessica, joan, afiq, jean, lijuan, lutfi and his gf, and many many more.
my results are like damn good.
i got 2 As. 2 Bs and 2 Cs.
i never expected i would pass damn well. (even chinese ok!)
all that i could think of is her.
never would i imagine i would wait for her this long...
that is so not me.
but still.
the feelings i have for her is still here, in my heart.
a week ago.
i was so afraid to talk to her.
then the truth came to me.
i wasn't even happy.
seriously.
cause i was wondering.
y did it happen? what will happen after that?
it was so sudden.
later in the evening.
she called me.
i knew she knows i knew it then.
so i played along like nothing happen.
how could i?
can it be true for a person to have no guts?
all i know is my feelings are true for her.
just listening to her voice just melts my heart.
if she could give me a chance.
i would treat her like a princess.
she would be the queen of my heart.
and if she doesn't give me a chance.
i would still be waiting for her, day and night until i die.
all i'm sure is, i really love her and no one is going to stop me.
" pull me out "